got my first rejection via email this morning. its from lowes. i’m both happy and sad. happy because home improvement stores are so out of my element, but sad that i have my first rejection.
so yeah. its raining. and i’m home. i’m truly going to try to get some housework done today. have lots of clothes to put away, and just some basic cleaning. plus i have no excuse. i have a laptop and wifi so i can movie my computer to whatever room i’m in.
everyone is telling me that my situation is probably a blessing. i wasn’t happy there for a while. in fact, it was pretty much a relief when i was let go. its just frustrating. yanno? i didn’t feel appreciated there. while i don’t mind repetitive jobs, i could tell you what i would be doing down to the second, because for the most part, the mornings were all exactly the same. i don’t miss the place, but i really do miss some people there.
yesterday, i had to do some running around. picking up applications to different places that i wanted to put some face time in. i had to stop at the super centre to get some cat litter and cereal and milk, actually parked next to my old store managers truck. i had no idea what he was doing there, but i made sure i was on the look out, because while i don’t want to avoid him, i have nothing to say to him. while i was sitting at lunch i saw him drive by.
almost every morning i would say that i wish i was at home. so much stuff to do at home. i’m home now, and all i want to do is sit my fat ass on the couch and just sit. i would always say i have such a list of stuff to do at home. well i still have this list of stuff to do. granted, its not a lot, its just some time consuming stuff.
alright, i should finish my cup of coffee, and try to tear myself off the couch and do some laundry, and put away clothes, and actually be of use around here.
wow, i can still be long winded when i want to huh?
