I really have to go to the doctor. I have medical coverage now, so there’s no excuse.
I have these really bad mood swings, where I snap at everyone. If it wasen’t for work, I wouldn’t talk to anyone. I just don’t feel like it. I’m never really happy just about 2 or 3 steps below blah. I don’t really get excited about anything anymore. Everything seems to piss me off these days. I dunno how else to explain it. I don’t like being like this. I think I’ve put off going to the doctor so long is I’m scared that they are going to tell me that I have depression or something. I’ve never understood it. I’m actually quite scared to go. But I wanna be better, ya know? I know my mom has depression, so its in the family.
I just want to be my old self again.
I’m still scared. What if they tell me I’m broken?
Well if they tell u ur broken..they can fix u..and then u will be better.. If u ignore it nothing will change..I know I’ve been there…
Everyone is broken, my dear. None of us are perfect little tea cups. We’re all chipped, flawed, and cracked in our own little ways. The most we can do is get some superglue and hope we can hold ourselves together long enough to be useful
But what if you are not broke but just a little bit cracked and can be happier?? That is a huge what if.
There are a lot of medical reasons for hormonal imbalance, and some can be influenced with diet, some with medicine. You just don’t know unless you go check it out. Hell there could be something actually wrong wrong, like a cyst or something on a nerve.
At worst you will remain the same. At best you will be fine.
At least if you are broken, you can get fixed. We’re all damaged people.
I live my life on medication so that I won’t feel that way anymore and you know what, I don’t
@supertech, crystal, mich, and hilly
I made an appointment today
Dude, haven’t you noticed how many people, good, successful, happy people, have gone through periods of depression? It’s not a death sentence, dude, it’s just a fact of life for a good number of us. And it doesn’t mean we’re any less awesome, or valuable, or fun.
You’re not broken, you just need a tune-up. Don’t worry about it! The sooner you go to the doctor, the sooner you’ll feel yourself again.
Good luck.