Its been a pretty good day so far. I have decided that I have mood swings, like theres no tomorrow. It sucks. I come in, in a great mood, and then *poof* shitty mood. I find, though, that writing abit here helps alot. I usually don’t have alot to say when I get home, but if I write at work, I have more to say. I guess when it comes to writing, I’m more “in the moment”.

I’m tired. I’m always tired. I could go home and fall asleep until dinner. then go back to sleep at 11, and sleep the whole night. I used to sleep and wake up refreshed. I never needed coffee first thing in the morning. I wasn’t a morning person, but I was chipper. Now I go to sleep, and wake up the next day as if I just closed my eyes. Now that I have insurance, maybe I’ll go and tell a doctor all this. Maybe I just need vitamins. I dunno.

Another thing with being tired all the time, is I have no attention span. I’d love to sit down and play WoW for a few hours every night, but I can’t seem to concentrate on anything longer than 10 or 15 minutes. So I haven’t been playing. But thats not fair to Crystal. I’m gonna make myself play tonight. I miss it, I really do. And I *want* to play. If we had been playing all this time, we’d be 77 or 78 now, but because of me, we just dinged 73.

And I’m snarky. I can’t stop it. I hear myself saying what I’m saying and my mind is going “no no no…” but it just keeps coming out. I don’t mean it, and I feel so very bad, but I can’t help it. I’m really trying. Like I told Heather, I hate stupid people. And it seems stupid people are pissing me off more and faster these days.

Wow, I’m emo, huh?

Heh. But I am off for the next couple of days. I’ll keep myself busy.