I finally got out of the house, even if it was just to go to mcdonalds with my mother in law, and a friend from work. It was great. They both say I should fill out my LOA packet, and stay out a little longer, just to let the back heal alittle bit more. They made fun of me cause of the way I am walking. I gotta talk it over with Crystal, and if she agrees, I’ll be going in for a little while tomarrow so I can get Mel my personel manager to help me fill out the LOA and maybe be out another week or so. I dunno, I scared, what if they give away my position?

*sigh*

I mean mentally I am ready to go back, I wanna go back, but I’m afraid that if I do go back to work tomarrow, I’ll screw my back up even more.

When Crystal comes home, we’ll talk.